Monday, March 03, 2008 . 10:03 AM

That was a scene from my roadshow at Suntec over the weekend. Turnout was great, but sales wasn't. We sold only 10 cars the 4 days we were there...

Anyway, I was lounging at home over the weekend (after an intensive MJ session at Sharon's colleagues' place where I once again got butchered) and totally forgot that I had a teardown to go to at 11pm! I ambled into my room at 10.45pm and saw a missed call from my dear colleague and still wondered why he called.

Then it hit me. Like a ton of bricks.

Trust me, the revelation hurts like a bitch. Anyway, I didn't go and I'm worrying about my apprisal in June. Worrywart? Don't think so... my boss is a scorpion and we all know what that means.

Hey! I'm a scorpion too, so I only know too well.

*sighs dejectedly*

Yet another revelation hit me on the way to work this morning. I don't want to be in a relationship. I wondered why it took me so long to understand myself. I'm in love with the idea of love, but I don't deal so well with real men. They are always... lacking in some aspects. I can't deal with their flaws.

Bloody hell, I can't even deal with my flaws! How do I handle this? I don't know. It isn't wrong to want to be single and alone, is it? I'm not lonely, though it gets boring sometimes. I just... dislike dealing with all these issues. It is easier to just be by yourself sometimes.