Thursday, January 17, 2008 . 11:09 AM

Mr and Mrs Looi's wedding was a smashing success - with the exception of a few hiccups. I must say that I'm quite a talented wedding coordinator, should definitely consider a career as a wedding planner.

Maybe I should offer to be Carol and Ee Ping's? Let me think on it.

Carole and Sharon were a huge help when I was hunting for a dress for the wedding. 2 days before the wedding, they ran around Orchard with me looking for the perfect dress and afterwards, gave me advice on how to jazz up the dress. Ee Ping even contributed his POV, which from what I gathered, was rare. Carol even loaned me her pearls! I really am grateful for her generosity and warm-heartedness. Now why can't I find such nice, normal colleagues?

Anyway, I have some photos of the big day, but have yet to upload cos I'm lazy and busy. And I can't seem to find the camera. My only regret is I forgot to take tonnes of pictures with the blissfully wedded couple. How can I forget? When you have to wake at 3am to get to the bride's house by 4am, then rush around with her, trying to remember to bring all the necessary accessories and stuff from her house to the groom's house, back to her house, then to hotel, and you can still remember to snap tonnes of pictures with the couple, I'd bow to your multi-tasking skills.

I shed a few tears during Alvin's thank-you speech cos I feel as if I'm marrying off my kids (yes, they are older than me, but hell, I am the one person who walked has been with them every step of the way!). Thankfully my mascara was powerful enough to withstand the onslaught of tears. All hail Skinfood's cosmetics~

The thing you would be most interested to know would probably be about YH and wife. While, I felt nothing when I saw them. Maybe a tinge of curiosity, but that's about it. Definitely no lingering feelings. I gave them a wide berth because there is no point in saying 'hi' really. There is nothing to say between us. I've finally laid the ghosts of the past to rest, which, trust me, I'm really glad for.

Can I move forward now? Yes. But I haven't felt very strongly towards anybody for the past 3 years. Do I look forward to another YH kind of emotional experience? Honestly, no. I like to think that I'm matured enough to be more rational when I fall in love again. But then again, love and rationality seem to be mutually-exclusive. At least for me it is.

But a girl can hope, can't she?