Friday, October 26, 2007 . 2:07 AM

Saw the palmist and it was interesting. She could tell I don't have a high self-esteem and I tend to obsess. So much so that I may push myself into depression. Huh. Yeah, dark thoughts do hover sometimes.

And I'll apparently have 3 children, 1 girl, 2 boys. Might miscarry the girl, so I'll have to take care... I want the girl! Baby, mummy loves you and will start taking care of herself so you can see the world!

Shit, maternal instincts kicking in already? I'm supposed to be married only in my late-20s to early-30s!

Oh and my husband should be a handsome, successful man who is generous, adores children and of course, me! But huge crisis will strike in my mid-30s, and we'll either work things out and have a smooth marriage till our 40s, or led separate lifes.

If it's the latter, I will apparently not lack for company. And finally, in my 50s, I'll meet the best man who will ever enter my life. He will be the light, joy and laughter of my last years. He'll love me unconditionally, take care of me and devote himself thoroughly. And I would meet him in my 40s, but start a relationship only in my 50s.

I'll lead a long life, we're talking past 60s here, which means I need to invest my CPF and get investment plans! I'll have the chance to travel overseas and live overseas for at least 2 years and the longest period will be up to 7 years, but I'll eventually come back still. What can I say? I love Singapore.

And, I'll be rich and successful in my career! Will be recognised for my work! Twice! I want monetary compensation. Fame's not bad too... and apparently, a star in my palm says that I would acquire some sort of status in my line of work. Huh.

I told Sharon she's looking at a future MP!

The most important part about my recent romance is this: I will be involved with a married/attached man for 2 years in my mid-20s. I have already met him. So guess who popped into my mind for a friendly visit? But now that I know, I will pre-empt it! So perhaps the huge crisis involving my handsome husband can be avoided. A few more years of marital bliss won't hurt. I have to think of my 3 beautiful kids right!

For the sake of my lovely future, I got to ensure that:

1. I don't go crazy
2. I don't jump into dead-end relationship with an unavailable man
3. I am healthy so I don't miscarry or suffer a long, drawn-out illness in my old age