Monday, October 29, 2007 . 4:30 PM

Okay now, I'm a bit obsessed over this 'handsome husband' thing. I have got to get it out of my mind!

But then again, I have also been watching K-dramas on SCV and been rooting for average-downright un-cute male leads. My mom thinks I've gone down the deep end, but what can I do when the cooler/smarter one is, ahem, not so cute?

Putting that aside, I'm counting down to the big day. I have absolutely no idea what to do yet, but I'll figure something out. There is seriously limited things one can do and if I don't want run of the mill stuff, I have got to plan it myself. Counting on friends... they're simply too lazy!

[cue killer glares at Mel, Aaron & Sharon]

I've been thinking of doing a photoshoot next month, or the month after. Can't rush this, I do need to lose some weight, polish up the skin, treatment on hair, etc... sounds like I'm planning a bridal shoot huh? But I'm not. I just want to get a nice studio photoshoot done when I'm *still* young. Before my mid-20s, so to say.

Cos you know, they say it will all slide from here-on.

[gulp]

First I stop popping as many pimples (don't know to laugh or cry over that), then the fine lines appear, the breasts droop... arghhhhhh... I'm gonna be OLD!!! Before I know it, I'm gonna be menopausing!

CRAP!!!