Monday, January 29, 2007 . 10:49 PM

Boss just told me that he will be confirming me on Feb 13, eve of V-day. Just 2 months and he is confirming me. I have 2 theories:

1. He thinks I need the $$.
2. He is showing confidence in me so that I will have confidence in myself and hopefully, that translate into work and I'll be more driven to prove that he is right in thinking that I am capable.

If your question is why do I not think I'm capable, the reason is simple. I haven't clinched a deal on my own. Most of the jobs, either he passed it to me or the business came looking for me. Unless he thought I made contact with my old company and thus got the job. If that's the case, he is seriously wrong.

Anyways, that translates to both good and bad news for me.

Good because I get pay increment. Bad because there is more pressure to perform and I really need to buck up.

Basically now, the only exciting thing in my life is work-related. Everything else, school, social, family, sucks majorly. Don't ask why. It just does.

Sometimes I wish my life was a K-drama. Actually, K-dramas are way too tragic. Maybe a Taiwanese drama. Make it one of those nonsensical, adapted from managa ones. Those are happier. Oh and please, make me the main female lead. Then I get the cuties!